I hate to say this but I did something bad and I have been feeling awful because I couldn’t share this earlier. I needed to escape from my thing, including my life in Singapore. I have also been cheating with the guy who I think really loves me 
It all started with a fun and all became serious before I could manage it. I won’t get into much detail but few of my good friends here know what wrong I did.
I could just run away from this forum and let you all to forget about me. But it would have stayed as a shame in my life. I am here to say sorry and specially to you Slevi. I know you will never talk to me again. Since you didn’t reply any of my messages, PMs, emails. Please forgive me
I thank Horgen and Tanya for their support and talk to face this blog. You two are good persons.